What am I doing wrong? Yet again tonight I met another guy at a party, a friend of my girlfriend she used to go to high school with. Somehow we got onto the conversation of sex and he told me he used to have threesomes with his ex girlfriend and some other girls they met here and there. Followed by, it’s not that difficult. To which I explained, yeah it’s incredibly difficult, impossibly difficult. We’ve been trying for two and half years now and nothing. We’ve had girls seem interested but never follow through, we’ve even had one or two girls say they’d do it with my girlfriend but not with me. Which leads me to believe that I’m the problem. But I don’t know why. Neither does my girlfriend. She’a always like, what the fuck is wrong with these girls, you’re hot.
I don’t come on strong or rather too strong. I’m not a prick. In person I am as you see me here. Genuine, open honest, personable and I’m incredible in bed. That’s the only thing I’ll be cocky about. Absolutely all pun intended. Of course they’ll never know that. So why am I being turned down? It drives me crazy not knowing.
This is one of those things I must do before I die. Preferably while I’m still young. I’m so fucking determined. I’ve even prayed for it, so you know I’m serious.